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i love my friends sooo much! i havent seen them in forever. stupid gina and casie blew me off tonight though :P lol and nikki is coming home saturday!! :D jess is home monday!! :D lol i need to see my sisters before school! (not that i wont be seeing them during school but anyway) hanging out in the summer is sooo much more fun and its easier to do!! bottom line: I MISS MY BEST FRIENDS!!!

so i absolutely love hanging with my girls! it just makes my life sooo much better. this is deffinetly going to happen again like no lie. im mstill a lil on the tried side, but not that bad. im about to shower and do my hair but im not really going anywhere today lol. well not that i know of! lol
 
ughhh boys make life soo confusing, and we all know it. i mean im not planning on having a relationship for a while. but u know, im still allowed to like people...right?? but to be honest idk what to so with steven! like i txted him after the leadership party and i was like "heyy i had a great time tonight! your really good at basketball(; lol" so he replied "haha yea right" so i was like " haha ok but your deff a pro at dunking xzantiny!" and then it was just like stupid 2 word responses and then the conversation just ended! i havent txted him since. idk
lost cause??

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ok so everything is going pretty well with my life. i failed 2 tests today, so yea thts not to good but everything else is lol. my parents are letting me go to the movies with nikki and her parents tonight :DD lol
 
i have a major boy situation! u need to hear this!!!!
ok so on thursday i was saying bye to ansel after lunch and then i gave him a hug. while we were hugging he goes "i want u to go with me to prom next year" and im just like umm ok then. mand then on formspring (where u can leave people annonomys messages) i got one that said 'i lost one chance to be with you, i hope another one comes along.' and im only friends with ansel and nikki on formspring. it could have been anyone but i have a feeling it was ansel.
 
ughh whatever im not dealing with it.
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ok so i didnt go to school today cuz i have the casie sickness lol. ive just been at home coughing and blowing my nose lol its lovely. im stressing about weather or not my spanish teacher is gonna let me present this stupid thing tomorrow. and i have an algebra test tht im sooo not realy for cuz i had states when she taught the lesson.....fml. but yea thts basically it.
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ok, so last night i was talking to my mom about what andrew and i decided as far as going to collage goes. for those tht dont know, were not staying together. tht kinda bumbed me out a bit. but whatever. so i was telling my mom and she was like "wow tht is a really hard thing to deal with" and im like well duhh!! 6 months isnt like something u can just stop and forget! but im slowly getting used to the idea....
 
today i did absolutely NOTHING!! i got up, took a shower, and then i felt really sick, so i went to lay down. then i cleaned and now im making this set. OHHH but i did listen to the marching show and it was epic! see, im wierd when it comes to music. i have to listen to the song, then i can play it. so i listened to at and yess lol. idk what tomorrow has in store but we shall see.
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